Curled up at the edge of the bed
thoughts hurdling in my mind
do I care?
repeatedly asked me
all this I answered
with a dilemma
confused and perplexed
I was
death never fascinated me
as it was now
I could embrace it with all my heart
aching no more to be perfect
as I realised I ain’t no perfect
Perfections are far beyond like a dream for me.